Thread: Guarding your energy

Originally Posted by WakingNomad

What amazes me, is even though I have this knowledge, sometimes energy vampires can still bait me with insults. (Especially over the internet, because most people are not going to insult me in person, since I may physically attack them.) I love the "ignore" feature. This same thing I do in waking life, (with the kind that insult.)

There is a man in my geology class that keeps doing, this sly fucker. He tries to one-up me on whatever I say, regardless of whether I am trying to start a debate or not, (which I am not.) I know he keeps doing such things because he is insecure, and feels threatened by me. My solution is to physically avoid him, but, I have been getting to class late, so I have been forced to sit by him. I must acknowledge I am limiting myself.

Oh, I had a dream where this guy was trying to steal my energy from behind in class, and I grabbed him, and tossed him through a wall.

I have figured it's not only about stealing energy or not, I have tried to figure out why these people would come to me and not another person, generally it's because you let them get away with it, but! that's not the important part. The important part of this is, why is he doing "this" to you , is there something you are ignoring and have to aknowledge about yourself? usually people come into your life to show you things about youself or to help you express your love, atleast this is what I think.

I know it can seem paranoid, but when they anger you and at the same time they are helping you, I think this is fueled partly by their higher self, their ego just acts out and doesn't know. Some times they seem like the bad guy of the movie, but usually they take this play to help others and to learn.

With this I'm saying that darkness is an illusion, it's a real illusion that is created by us and other beings, but when the illusion disipates love remains.

Originally Posted by mowglycdb

I have figured it's not only about stealing energy or not, I have tried to figure out why these people would come to me and not another person, generally it's because you let them get away with it, but! that's not the important part. The important part of this is, why is he doing "this" to you , is there something you are ignoring and have to aknowledge about yourself? usually people come into your life to show you things about youself or to help you express your love, atleast this is what I think.

I know it can seem paranoid, but when they anger you and at the same time they are helping you, I think this is fueled partly by their higher self, their ego just acts out and doesn't know. Some times they seem like the bad guy of the movie, but usually they take this play to help others and to learn.

With this I'm saying that darkness is an illusion, it's a real illusion that is created by us and other beings, but when the illusion disipates love remains.

True because we are all one.

Originally Posted by mowglycdb

I know it can seem paranoid, but when they anger you and at the same time they are helping you, I think this is fueled partly by their higher self, their ego just acts out and doesn't know. Some times they seem like the bad guy of the movie, but usually they take this play to help others and to learn.

With this I'm saying that darkness is an illusion, it's a real illusion that is created by us and other beings, but when the illusion dissipates love remains.

Indeed. These words ring with wisdom and truth.