I felt at peace with myself and the world a year or two ago. I was dreaming, the dream was with me at my old school, we were all outside for some reason and then I felt something awful about to begin. A bunch of japanese fighters and bombers from like WWII era were coming to attack us. I told all my DC's thinking they were real to get to cover by the tree line where we wouldn't be seen by the planes. I distinctly remember sliding up against a tree as this treeline was a very steep hill. And then with the planes flying over head a meteor struck the earth near me. I thought, this is the end, I must accept my death. So I did accept my death and the meteor btw did not explode. It just turned into a sort of pool of molten lava. I felt completely at peace with myself and the world and jumped into the lava. I had an OBE in my dream slowly hovering upwards. I was apprehensive at first after dying, thinking, perhaps this is the end for all eternity. But then peace came over me again and I decided that this was the end but that it was a new beginning. I'm not sure if that's ego death but that's the most at peace I think I've ever felt. Aside from another time that I had a realization about my life. I was sad but when I realized something I was instantly happier and felt better. |
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