Thread: Ego death/lucid dreaming/dream guide

ok something weird is going on and I don't understand what is happening.

In these dreams i've been having, basically a common theme is that i've been trying to figure out the universe. Just like when I had my awakening. Earlier, shortly after these dreams started, I dreamed that I conquered the universe and that I had finally figured everything out. Ever since then these...dream people have been testing me. That's what these dreams have been I think. Tests. And in my dreams, after I conquered the universe, i've been trying to figure out a way to ensure that everyone else in the universe would do the same thing. In a dream I just had I thought I figured out a way. After I figured it out, I entered this...facility. I know i've been there before. I can't remember the details very well, but everyone in there knew me and I knew I was going to be tested again. I told one of the people that I couldn't do it. She said "no, I know you're ready now. It's so easy." Then I was taken to the spot where I formulated the plan to make sure everyone else would...idk figure the universe out. I had failed and done it wrong the previous time I tried. I tried again. Then after I set in motion the plan that I thought would do it I was zoomed into this new place. I was laying on the ground, weak. There was food and stuff surrounding me, and a lot of people. They were testing me again, I could tell. The details are really fuzzy about all this. I think I asked if I had passed, or was going to pass. They told me to relax and to...do something. I felt as if time was running out. I had to act fast. Anyways, I don't think I did it. And then I got in a conversation with some of the people. I don't remember all of it, but I remember they were telling me that it was ok that I failed again and that they knew I would do it eventually. I was getting angry. I said something along the lines of "Let's just stop screwing around and say what we're all really thinking. You all got excited that I was going to do it and i'm not as good as you thought i'd be." This really intense vibe came over the room like I had said something terrible.

Then I woke up. I was mad. I wanted to try again. So I tried to force myself back into the dream. As I said, i've learned how to do this whenever I want. The people were surprised to see me. "What are you doing back here so fast." Then one of the people walked up to me. "Oh no, it doesn't work like that. You can't force your way here like that." and then I woke up and typed this.

This is so weird. I have no idea what's going on. I've been getting all these signs and I just know deep down inside that I have some great purpose in this world. I don't know what it is, though. This all confirms it, I guess. I'm kind of freaking out.