Is it possible I have gained lucidity and just forgot? (theory)
For the past week I have been doing the WILD technique but to my knowledge have never actually gained lucidity using this technique. I can go into SP. My goal was to gain lucidity and then to wake up a little into it so i can write down my first lucid attempt.
Anyways, Last night i tried several several times to go lucid through WILDing throughout the night. Several times i remember popping my eyes open and my arms hitting against my side which meant i must have fell asleep. ( i did RCs when i awoke to just to make sure)
The thing is i woke up in less then 10 minutes than my estimated time of falling asleep. I couldnt remember having a dream or whatever either and i woke up with a cold sweat. could it be possible that i have been gaining lucidity and decided to wake myself up right when i became lucid or shortly after so i could write it down but forgot I ever did it once i awoke?
I came to this theory because I could not sleep any that night because i kept waking up for some reason which i did not fully understand. My goal after becoming lucid was to wake myself up so i could remember since my dream recall isnt to great.
what do you think?