Hi!

I've been trying alot of methods now. so far a DEILD been the best, but untill i can find an alarm clock that wakes me up then turns its self off, i may have to stay away from a DEILD, I'm not good with DILDS(i just cant seem to releizse that i'm dreaming)

When i been attempting wilds lately, i would feel the virbrations start at my feet, then i feel it at my chest. way i know this is the heavey feeling, but sadly......

THEN WHAT!??!?! i lay there for like 3 min feeling this heavey feeling on my chest, the virbrates stop, i can still move if i wanted too, it isnt true SP like where you cannot move at all. I'm like stuck between a hard place and a rock!