Ok, so last night I tried to do sleep paralysis again. I was dry for a few days because I would sleep and not talk myself to keep awake.
So yeah, I was telling myself that I will lucid dream and counting sometimes(it was like 10:00). Soon my hands and feets began to numb. This time however, it wasn't the tingly feeling (like when you hit a nerve). So as I was talking to myself I realized that I couldn't feel my hands anymore. I then knew my SP is developing so I stayed calm and let it happened. I then couldn't feel my feets anymore. I could still move them though .
So then my arm was getting pretty numb, my little brother came in on me after watching TV (it was like 10:30). I tried not to pay attention, and it seemed to work. He even turned on the lights and I could see the HH a little bit. He turned them off and I kept going. It's now 11:00 and still no dream yet.
I had about 2 moments at this time where I would forget to talk to myself and it's like this:
As I talk to myself looking at the black in my eyes, the border is about medium size. When I forget to focus, my box widens and I feel I am about to transition to a dream.
This is where I realize I am about to fall asleep normally and I snap out of it by counting again.
Another time is when I picture myself sitting on a bench, and there is this door. It's a door to enter my dream, and the lady is telling me, "not yet". I keep saying to myself now that I will enter the door to my dreams and it seemed to work.
Every often my "border" widens and I feel I am about to enter a dream untill I lose it.
So at like 11:50, I had a twitch for some reason and I yawn streching my body ending the SP. I was mad, but it was progress.
I'm getting there...
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