Before I went to bed last night, I tried really hard to make it a habit to question my reality often, by looking at the clock, looking away, looking again, watching my hands, pinching my nose, etc, to induce one... in fact I was so one-track minded and desperate about it that I did RCs almost every other minute. I really hoped that it would succeed somehow when I fell asleep.

In my dream last night, I did nothing BUT RCs... but I STILL didn't become lucid. In fact, my dream recall this morning is so poor that I only have a fleeting memory of going through the RC motions and thinking critically......about something else. I dreamed about questioning dreams but only in a detached, half-conscious perspective. I honestly don't think my tired brain last night was capable of turning on, no matter how many RCs I did. Nothing about it was vivid or clear.

I can't stand not being able to have lucid dreams anymore... a few months ago I listened to a binaural beat track that was successful on two nights, but since then I've tried to replicate the results and I get nothing.

Maybe I'm thinking way too much about it, I don't know... it just makes me mad.