WILD Diary

Good luck to you ghost.

YES!! YES!! THANK GOD I TOOK A NAP!!

So this is what happeded:
I dont know if this was a dream. I was passing a bunch of my friends at school. (I was just trying to kame my way thru the group). Then a friend of mine grabbed my leg. Then he took his hand upper and upper (at this point I was blind). Then I felt as he grabbed my balls (ouch!!) he squeesed them. I was like "OUCH" (thinking) but as I tried to move my hand for help over there, I understood I could not move it! Instanty I realized, that I was in sleep paralysis. I was just.. Unimaginably happy. Here´s exacly what happened:

I heard these "BEEEEEEEEP" sounds. Sometimes they were stronger, some times non-existant. I also saw strong hypnagogia. I saw shapes crafted of light!! I just can not recall much else anymore but this:
I noticed that my eyes were getting open. Every time they did, I tried to close them and succeeded. I was eagerly waiting to enter the dream, cuz I was afraid of the feeling of no body and at the same time feeling the horror for being unable to move it. BUT now I understant that I wasn´t sleeping in the floor but in my bed, so the view that I saw.. It was my dream..

So what happened after that? Well, I woke up (FA). I counted my fingers. I saw the SHAPE of five fingers, but counted 6 fingers. I decided to do a test with a lightswich. It was working normally. So I went out of my room in to the lobby to tell my parents about how I "almost" entered a WILD. But as I went there, I woke up for real. When I did, I still was in SP, hearing BEEEEEP and so on. But it faded and I came to write this.

This does it!! I SHALL EAT HARD, FOR TONIGHT, I DINE, IN A LD!! (300)

Well done man! The next time I suggest doing a RC pinching your nose or watching your digital clock.

Hey, I have some cool ideas

Maybe I´ll put my alarm clock right next to my bed, and I´ll probably do some other things to my room. Why? Well, cuz usually my surroundings copy to my dreams, if the dream starts as a FA. With the alarm clock I can test the reality, and with the other things I can have fun... Well, just an idea.

But anyway.. I though I´d list the things I intend to do tonight:

1. FLY!
I´ve never flown in a WILD (I´ve had 1 accidental one). I´ll just go to my balcony, let the warm summer breeze (or whatever the weather is like :D) hit my face, and I´ll just.. Fly.. Over my town :bowdown: Almost gets me to tears

2. TALK WITH A DC AND THEN..
I just wanna talk to them.. Ask them things... And *sensored*

3. EAT
I´m gonna go to my kitchen and eat something

4. TEST
I´m gonna test many things. For example, I´ll throw a coin to the floor and see what happens. And try to wear things that I find. And like spit to see how it feels.

5. DO NINJA STUFF
I´ll just do flips, do Kung Fu, run against walls, and stuff.

It´s gonna be SO cool, and I will succeed! I WILL JUST SUCCEED!! Now I KNOW IT! AND I KNOW WHAT TO DO!!

Hey! I just remembered that at the time of sleep paralysis I felt really warm once..

So no success last night. But I didn´t do it properly, tonight I will. Damn, how I never do it right... Tonight, I say!!!

And btw, I´ve got a realllly, good idea. I mean, how didn´t I figure it out earlier.

My LDs always start from my bed (FA induced ones and an accidental WILD), or from the other parts ot my house, or I go to my house in my DILDs. So basically, I spend a lot of dream time in my house. And usually my house is quite stable. It doesn´t change or anything. So now I have an idea:

I could create a very stable dream home. I could like create a kitchen to eat in my dreams, a gun storage for dream protection, a bedroom for waking up for purpose, a garage on the yard and inside it like a ferrari. Then I could just adventure in my dreams and find some DCs to come live in to my house.
Then imagine all things I could do! I could build a rocket in the backyard and fly to moon or like summon a plane and fly with it... Damn, a very cool idea.

So basically the dream home would be a stable spot in my dreams.


But, I´ll need some training before that. What I´m gonna do tonight is a lighter version of that:
I´m gonna maybe first adventure in my house and then fly as far away as possible (real home)

I did it wrong... AGAIN...

This time I just went back to sleep straingt away, but I didn´t keep my mind on my body. Damn.

Tonight

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That was the line of a new "era"... I have not tried to WILD for a while now, and it is time to get back to it!!!!!

So, I´m "starting" this diary again!

I will WILD in the morning.. I´ll report later!!

I had just SO hard time in the morning...

I´m sick, so....

Damn..

Well, now I´m prepared better. So I will WILD! This time on my couch, so it´s for real.

Okay, so this morning I made a big step forward, but...

I´ll merge my WILD Diary to my DJ, so that I wont have to write this twice. So go to my Dream Journal, if you are interested.

I'm a trying-to-have-a-WILD person too. The closest I've gotten was when I got the urge to move (actually, it felt like I REALLY needed to laugh... don't ask. It's too hard to explain.) and then I saw some halucinations. And heard. It sounded like it was raining outside but it really wasn't and I knew because I couldn't hear it against the house. But I can ALWAYS hear it hitting our house when it really rains. And then I saw some flashes of color and stuff.

I will do it! *goes off to try nap WILD*

Maybe you should try a different tech? From what it sounds like, this one isn't working for you.