Ive been quite lazy and havnt posted this in so long.. but Ive been wanting to every since I starting WILDing and failing.

Ive read just about every tutorial, and technique; wilding, breathing, relaxing, imagining, HI, SP, etc etc. Nothing seems to help.

When I WILD, I start to feel numb rather fast in my extremities, not in my medial regions as much though. Eventually I feel pretty much numb all over. This could take 5-20 Mins. Then I start to get the heavy feeling, and start to enter sleep paralysis. Ill see traces of HI, twirls and swirls of light and colors. Nothing really big. Sometimes ill hear a very loud humming noise, but not always.

The problem is here:

When Im conscious during this phase, and trying to slip into full SP and full HI, so i can jump into a dream, I know its coming.
I get excited BEFORE im in the dream. People complain that they get excited once lucid, and wake up.

When im at the doorstep of full SP, I can feel my body being pulled down lower and lower, my brain is just fully excited, and i can literally FEEL my adrenaline being excreted. It happened a couple times where i actually CAUGHT the exact difference in heart rate when the adrenaline was released. It was pretty cool, but i couldnt keep 100% still. I physically was still, but my body was ACHING to move. It felt like i was twitching, but i really wasnt. It was just my nerves aching to be moved.

Last time, my eyes eventually opened by themselves. I did a reality check, and another one, and i was truly awake.

This is pissing me off, because I cant get to that 'trace' phase, where your thoughts are clear and slow. My thoughts are constantly bombarding me, and I have to focus to clear my head, which makes me think about moving, and gets me excited that im NOT moving.

I layed like this for about 1.5 hours. I eventually get really bored, as i have ADD and can barely focus on something for a little bit, im surprised i dont give up after 10 mins.