Welcome to Dreamviews Chris!
You are in the best of company here. I see that you are 17 years old...hmmm well do not fret as your LD 'career' is just beginning! I'm 50 now and as I recall at age 15 and on my LD life went into overdrive. I guess thats when I truly understood the potential and eventual abilty of controlling my dreams.
The term Lucid Dreaming had not been popularized then, there was very little information about the phenomena of LD'ing so we were basically on our own.
I understand completely what you are going through, reading about all these fantastic dreaming experiences, although I personally believe that some of them are a little 'sensationalized', but for the most part everyone here shares a common interest.
I believe that one night you will become aware that you are dreaming, I'm sure that you have remembered that you were dreaming, but had failed to realize it, a common thing for everyone that sleeps. Your dreams will fool you and continue to fool me.
At first you will realize that you are LD'ing, get anxious and wake up, then a few nights later it will happen again, you will spend a few moments in control, wake up again, etc...
This will go on and on, your LD awareness will increase, you will spend longer and longer periods in your LD world flying, performing superhuman feats, creating your own worlds and situations, having sex on and on.
Just give it time Chris, it will happen for you. I'm answering your post because I see that your want to 'mhm' with Angelina. A few days ago I was LD. driving at night, I saw a couple having car trouble so I offered them a ride.
Brad Pitt opened the truck door, he let Angelina into the back seat. He thanked me for stopping. I looked at the most sexy and vivacious Angelina smiling at me from the back seat, she also said thank you for stopping. She looked at me, there was something about her smile, something interesting.
We chatted about their movies, they asked what my favorite ones were, what did I do for a living, small talk.
So I asked Brad where he wanted to go, he directed me to their house somewhere in Beverly Hills. I was trying to come up with ways to get rid of him and keep her for myself.
That turned out to be a frustrating LD for me but I know that they will be back, hopefully Brad will stay home this time!
Hang in there, learn all you can, and read my dream journal.
Dream On!
Larry
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