ok tried a wild last night, and think i might have gotten close except for one thing. i closed my eyes, and started counting in my head. when i got to 160, i started to see some hi. the hi took the form of shadowy hands. the hands kept covering my eyes, i ignored it and kept counting. when i got to 220, i started to hear a strange sound, or i should say sounds.

the first sound was a feint beeping sound, followed by i sound i can't describe. the two sounds, followed the same patteren. the beeping sound, then the strange one right after. the 2 sounds kept repeating, and they seemed to get louder and closer to me each time they repeated.

i finally opened my eyes, because the sounds seemed to be almost right in front of me. i saw nothing, but the sounds repeated 2 more times then went silent. i know about hypnotic sounds, but do they usually have repeating patterens like this?

i take it i was close to a wild, since i was seeing hi/hearing the sounds. i looked at my clock, and it had only been 30 minutes, but it sure felt longer. my body even had a weird tingling feeling to it, but i wasn't in sp yet. so how close was i?

this was my first attempt, and i DID NOT sleep before this by the way. i have NO problem staying consious, its just that the sounds/hi finally freaked me out and i woke up.