hmm not sure what it is with me. i can think of almost anything i want, and can see it faintly without even closing my eyes. could it be because i have a uncanny memory? as a kid, i also had a wicked imagination, and still do even now.

for example, as a kid i would watch a movie like friday the 13th. i COULDN'T sleep afterwords, because i would have nightmares about the movie i saw. i don't have nightmares anymore, but my imagination can still scare me even now.

you would think with my great memory/imagination this would be VERY easy for me. that might explain why i choose to forget my dreams/can't remember them sometimes. i guess my imagination just liked to mess with me alot when i was a kid. maybe thats why i can't seem to lucid dream, because my imagination always tries to mess with me and i block eveything out of my mind.