Thread: I am really doing something wrong, but what?

Well guys it's been 2 years since i registered here. In that ammount of time, i got only 3 LDs
but they were nothing compared to real life, But just normal dreams, where i knew i was dreaming. so after all this time of
reflecting, i came to a conclusion this is not possible, i mean, 2 almost 3 years to have a single
LD? i don't think so, so i wonder if i have been screwing up everything from the beginning.

-low motivation?
-Low rate of doing RC's?
-doing ADA the wrong way?

I don't know where i failed, this is why LD is hard after all, no one will spoonfeed you and see what you're doing is right or wrong.
You have to trust yourself and your techniques that are made in your own way. I really don't know what
i am doing wrong, or whatelse to think, but to have 3 LDs like normal dreams, should i consider that
i am doing the right things? I don't know... my hope and motivation is falling apart faster each day
and i don't know what to do anymore.

I know i sound like a dramaqueen but i have to write what i am really feeling.