I would say that when you get a lucid dream where your awareness is so high that you truly know you are dreaming, where you are able to stand in your dream and tell yourself that you know your body is asleep at this moment, and you are inside a dream, a creation of your own mind and nothing is as your waking life, you would not have to question whether or not it really was a lucid dream, you would most certainly know. It is a really strong sensation.
That said however, there are different levels of awareness in your dreams ranging from it being non-existent to being right at the brink of lucidity but not quite making it. Perhaps those can give you some perspective and make the judgement call easier After all you are the one who had the dreams; perhaps you left out details that could make it harder for anyone here to tell you whether or not they were indeed lucid dreams or not.
I think to myself, "This can't be right. There's no such thing as ghosts." I should mention that I really don't believe in ghosts IWL. So I can only assume that this was my conscious thinking this.
As I walk out the room I hear the voice again, only it is low and incomprehensible again. And the beeping sound is back. This time I feel, on several spots on my back, like someone is poking me. As I walk down the stairs I do the nose pinch RC and am able to breathe. That was a weird sensation. I try to say, 'I am dreaming," but I can't seem to get it out.
From what you have provided this does not sound like a lucid dream to me. A man named Oliver Fox talked about something he liked to call the "Critical Faculty", a part of your mind which is used to realize whether or not your perception comes to something external (our wakening world) or internal (our dreaming world). I doesn't matter what you want to call it, but it's a logical part of your mind which he said is typically asleep during dreams, which is why we usually accept everything - no matter how bizzare - in a dream as real and thus never realize we are dreaming.
Within a dream, you can then experience several levels of awareness. At level 1 you are not aware at all, this is your typical dream. You simply dream and first when you wake up and recall the dream you are able to recognize the odd things which clearly identified it as a dream. At level 2 you do begin to take some sort of notice to oddities within your dream, but you still accept them all as real, you only wonder how they happened but then do not give it much more thought and carry on doing your dreamy business. At level 3 you are at the brink of realization, and I believe this dream might have been around this spot. Here you really start to wonder what's happening around you, and things feel "off", something doesn't feel quite right. I suppose that's what lead you to do a reality check in the dream. But from what you wrote it appears you did not truly realize you were dreaming still? I think you were starting to question the dream without actually accepting the fact it was a dream, so you didn't "tip over" into full awareness. I've had plenty dreams where I talk about lucid dreams and even demonstrate what I would want to do if I were in a lucid dream, like fly around and such, and yet never even come close to realizing I'm dreaming.
I say to myself, "I may really be dreaming!" I do the finger through the palm RC. At first it seemed as though it wouldn't go through, but I continued to push and it eventually went through. Like the nose pinch RC, this felt really weird.
At this point I tried to stabilize my dream. This was the first time I did this. The only thing is, I believe I did it wrong. I originally planned, IWL, that if I'd become lucid that I would try to remember to stabilize myself.
The important connection here is between your reality check and the rest of the events after that. Do you remember actually realizing you were dreaming right after performing the reality check? After all, it is actually possible to do tasks you planned to do in a lucid dreaming before going to bed without actually having a lucid dream. That is, you will focus on the things you want to do in a lucid dream, then have an ordinary dream where you proceed to do them, again without ever realizing you are dreaming.
Besides that, from the lucid dreams I've had through the years (not that many lately, I'm coming back from a long break ), I can say that from all the dreams I've recalled, that I've never once been in doubt about whether I was lucid or not. But perhaps other people here can tell you experiences that suggests otherwise
I hope some of it might come to use 
Point is, you are at the best position to make the call. If you were truly aware that you were dreaming in both situations, then it was lucid dreams. But I've also had dreams that were disguised; where I even told myself I might be in a dream without ever realizing the full idea of the statement and thus never becoming lucid. It all lies on whether or not you went from "something feels odd or not right" to "Aha! It's because all of this is nothing but a dream"
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