last night i did a ssild check once and then became lucid in the night.. but it didnt realy feel like i was in control everything was vivid as i remember and i remember trying to fly but i cant remember what happend after and when i went to do something else it sort of cut to something else which realy annoyed me it felt as if i was watching myself have a lucid after a while. did i dream of having a lucid or are lucids not as good as i hoped

please help