Ok, so the other day I decide to stop being a wus and try to WILD. I go to my bed, and lay down. I close my eyes, and just observe, as if I"m watching a movie. Then, I see these swirls of blue light. Then my body feels as thought it's heavier than usual, and I can move it, but I need more effort.

Then my mom kept calling me to give me the phone to charge. V.V

Was I close to wilding? Because after that I just couldn't do it, I was to angry at my mom for distrubing me.