ok so iv been keeping a dream diary for about a week now.

iv noticed that a few times iv stopped in my dream and thought "hey...this is like a lucid dream" but as soon as i try and do a reality check im kinda sucked out of it and i feel like im laying in my bed with my eyes firmly shut trying to hang onto the dream...but...iv never actually opened my eyes and got up or anyting similar!

so am i waking up and going back to sleep immediatly, or is it a false awakening stopping me every time?