It's about 5:43 right now, and I'm only getting up and posting this so I can try for a second round!
I woke up at 3, and finally relaxed enough to get to sleep at about 5. I started seeing all these crazy flashes, and then the sounds. My sounds were just a lot of beeps and screeches. Sounded almost like a modem, like my brain was "dialing in" to a lucid dream. It was awesome. I was totally aware the whole time. Then I looked and I was not in bed... I was at my computer screen. I thought I sleepwalked over there or something. I didn't realize it was a dream so I just played a game. What should have been a dead giveaway was that all the player records in this football game were set in years like 1563 or 5537.
I was pissed when I woke up, so I tried again. This time I was at the computer again. I was like "Why am I going to the damn computer again?" Then I looked at the clock and saw it said 10:07pm. Bingo. I felt my junk to make sure everything was there, then I walked out my door and turned on a light in a neighboring room. Nothing out of the ordinary there. I walked outside, and it was so cold. It was so realistic that I had to stop and reassure myself that it was a dream. I'm still in awe that I felt the cold wind when I opened the door. After I walked around and tried to control too much I woke up. I knew I would wake up too, but I really wanted to control something!
The sensation of going into the WILD was unbelievable. I felt myself lose control of my body, I just paralyzed. The first time, I tried to move because I didn't know what was happening, and I couldn't move. Then the flashing lights and sounds. It was amazing! I remember being excited upon hearing the sounds the second time, yet calm about it too. I found that when I tried to WILD, I just saw dumb colors and blurs like when you close your eyes, but when I didn't focus on it (not conciously at least), it just happened.
:) :) :) :)
