I WILDED! I think.

I've finally done it. I mean, I actually am up and out of bed telling you guys this because, after a month and a half of trying I finally had a LUCID DREAM!

I mean, it was super amazing and I kind of spazzed but I was LUCID!

And I went from being awake to having an LD. I was almost fully convinced I was incapable of WILDing.

I mean, the setting of the LD was kind of creepy so it took all my power to not be creeped out by the general creepiness, and my dad was sitting in a chair by my bed looking very sinister and I seemed to know that he was there to creep me out. First I woke up, did my nose RC.

I went between a weird feeling like I wasn't dreaming, and then my nose RC convinced me I was. I looked around the creepy room and saw my dad, and for some reason I knew he was going to be bad dream character to have around so I went to tell him very firmly that I was dreaming but my words game out all mushed and he laughed at me, but I affirmed again that I was dreaming and I was lucid and I could do whatever and I said very clearly to him that I was dreaming. I seemed to get larger than him and he suddenly went from being sinister and creepy to scared of me and he left the room. But I remember he told me that it was very important I not go outside. Well off course I wasn't going to not go outside! I was in a creepy room!

But I also didn't want to open the door I just sent my weird dad out of so I tried to jump out the window, but it was too tiny for me. Even when lucid strange things happen that will kind of scew my perceptions. I remember getting frustrated with the window and when I looked outside I saw it was snowy so I started putting my shoes on and then my friend who was sleeping in the bed woke up and started talking to me. I preteneded to listen to her while putting my shoes but then I woke up while she was talking my ear off about some television show.

It was amazing! While the dream was short lived and I didn't do anything great, just knowing that I did it is the best feeling ever. I'm on an LD high.

But I am tired so I'm going to go back to bed, maybe try another WILD.

congratz on the LD! ;)