i was sitting in my second period class and felt really tired so i decided to go to sleep. i wasn't really sleeping i was just letting my mind wander, but i was still conscious. and after 30 minutes or so i figure i'd better get up and and do some work so i try to get up and BOOM! frozen. once more i try to move with no success. after a few seconds of violently trying to i realized i was in sleep paralysis, but instead of trying to wild i keep trying to force myself up. at the time it was so painful it was just unbearable. it felt someone turned the gravity up to 100 times earths gravity(DBZ Reference ) like my eyes were being squeezed out of their sockets. but then i remembered what i had read on DV about getting out of SP so i start to wiggle my fingers until they can freely move and work my way through the rest of my body. so it works and im back in class right?

NO! for some strange reason i dont notice but i'm in a dream in a different class. i start talking to my brother who isnt even in that class about my history project and in the dream i put my head down to go to sleep, and i re-enter SP. so i use the same technique to get out once again but this time i wake up for real.

so what i want to know is why didn't i go lucid if there was no lapse in consciousness. was it because LDing wasn't my goal? Oh and and during the sleep paralysis, i could hear my friends talking about me sleeping and i even heard one of them ask if i passed out. i wanted so badly to get up and say "no you idiot" but i was paralized. anyway yeah i've never realy been a fan of wilds but i'm atempting one tonight because of today's events.

What is your view on this?