So I attain lucidity quite easily whenever I want but lately most of them really short.Most of the time I'm looking for my DG and after 70 lucids still nothing...About a month ago I had a weird lucid in which I asked a DC (politely) if she knew where my DG was.She responded (rudely) that he'd abandoned me and that he was on vacation,then started making fun of me....I don't kknow what that's supposed to mean but anyways.I was wondering if it's possible that my subconscious doesn't want me to be lucid or find my DG?I'm not sure but I think I've heard this can happen...And how can I overcome this?