So the other night, i tried to WILD-O as i fell asleep (this was at around 11:00) it failed, and i fell asleep. Since i had drank so much water, i woke up at around 4:30 to urinate, for some reason i was fully aware that my REM-O cycle had ended, so i decided not to urinate (don't know why) and i put my binaural beats in my ears, i kept my consciousness, and felt my heartbeat start to race ( a sign to myself that i'm entering sleep paralysis) and ignored the thoughts of paranoia that i would get a heart attack. So i was fully aware i was dreaming, and opened my eyes in my dream. This is where i messed up. I may have grasped on to some thoughts before i went to bed, but i did not remember WAT DO in dream. So i wanted a train to break through my room. Sure enough, it did. But not the train i wanted. I wanted the train from inception. So in the process of trying to create the train from inception, from what felt like drowsiness, i closed my eyes, and went to sleep (immediately waking up and did RC-O's all which passed) so from this experience i learnt this:
1) if you're in desperate need of a WILD-O, then drink two cups of water right before falling asleep

2) When you wake up in the middle of the night, you're not fully conscious.

and

3) NEVER TRY TO CHANGE ANYTHING, STICK TO THE MOTHERFUCKING PLAN.


ERRYONE, LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES.
:raeg: