Wow, thanks for the explanation on things Howie, makes much more sense now. I must admit that whenever i have gotten then Adrenaline rush i always tend to not use it. For example i shall elaborate on this by giving an example of when i encountered alot of Adrenaline, well i think it was Adrenaline.
Basically this kid at school was causing me a bit of trouble previously but i thought we had cleared it up after a talk, we actually became mates for a while, then one day after school i was just waiting outside for my mates as usual and this guy came up to me and i thought he was just messing about but he pushed me and i gotta stress that this guy is very tall also and was pretty much an early grower and finished growing. Anyways he'd just pushed me and started having a go at me, he then punched me in the stomach, i then suddenly became very faint, dizzy in a way, my vision became very blurry and the following events felt like a dream. In the state i was i was no way ready for a fight which he was obviously out to get so i just said sorry for whatever i had supposedly done and he walked away. Seriously though, it was horrible, i used to have these dreams a few years back in which i'd be fighting people at school who didn't like me and i would sort of lose all of my strength, my arms would become limp and every hit would be weak. I felt useless and then when this happened outside school it felt just like the dreams.
I've never had such a weird experience, the funny thing was that i don't really feel to bad about backing out from that fight, probably because i knew i could have given it a go if i wasn't so dizzy and hazy, seriously it is one of the weirdest things i've ever experienced.
|
|
Bookmarks