I have most of my art in my DJ. But here is a recent realization I experienced through the help from this site:
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Originally inspired by the song called "Black" by Pearl Jam, I wrote this with it:
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~BLACK~
sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay were laid spread out before me as her body once did all five horizons revolved around her soul as the earth to the sun now the air i tasted and breathed has taken a turn and all i taught her was everything i know she gave me all that she wore and now my bitter hands shake beneath the clouds of what was everything? all the pictures had all been washed in black, tattooed everything... i take a walk outside, i'm surrounded by some kids at play i can feel their laughter, so why do i sear and twisted thoughts that spin round my head i'm spinning, oh, i'm spinning how quick the sun can, drop away and now my bitter hands cradle broken glass of what was everything? all the pictures had all been washed in black, tattooed everything... all the love gone bad, turned my world to black tattooed all i see, all that i am, all i'll ever be... i know someday you'll have a beautiful life, i know you'll be a star in somebody else's sky, but why why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine?
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~Inturpation of these colors in your dreams, or sub-mind goes
something like this I learned.~

Red being the color of anger could be a warning to stay cool and keep your temper under control. A deep, blood red is usually a portent of good news to come. It is also the color of passion and the entire dream should be analyzed to get the true meaning.

Black signifies isolation and transition period. It shows up conflicts and friction with relations and friends.




~This is amazing for me because in 1992 that was the year I was painting about, and "Black" was not my fav. song, but more of something in the back of my mind that was playing in the background at this point in my mind at that time, looking back.
It was the year my whole life changed, and everyone I loved abandoned me, and it was a time of fear, and anger.~

~I painted the painting about a couple of months ago, then internalize it, then today I was curios about what the colors meant, mainly the REd and the Black...~

~I am learning that their is something more to my dreams, my soul, and my creative mind that leaves me clues to help me understand this wonderful soul God has created in me.~