Dar's Dream Journal of Awesome

[xypowerpop]

Yep, this is my DJ, updating it every time i remember something, which was a rare occasion up until a few weeks ago. blue = attaining lucidity. hopefully i'll be making a lot of blue posts very soon just starting trying to LD the other night. im too lazy to color code anything else. I'll try to write this crap as vividly as possible. The Rotting Baby >A Past Dream (a few months ago)< I was quietly sitting on a dirty, dingy-looking public bus. Unsure of what was outside the windows because the grime and dirt caked the glass, all I could see what light pouring in. I was not alone, it was rather crowded, with several ragged looking elderly people sitting around me coughing. I could feel the bus moving and vibrating as it sped along the road to whatever destination, occasionally jerking us passengers to the side, softly pushing into each other, but nobody exchanged a word, just looked down. I glance up near the ceiling of the bus to see the advertisements and the route map, all of which were unrecognizable (either that or I couldn't remember). Then I look to my left and see a (somewhat attractive)fellow who I see in school every-other day, start walking towards me, with something bundled in his arms. He takes a seat directly across from me and looks me in the eyes. I acknowledge his presence but keep to myself and look back down. He stands up, I look at him. He holds his bundle forward and says "here." I give him the "wtf?" eyebrow and shoot looks at the bundle and his (somewhat attractive ) face. "Wanna hold this baby?" he asks, as he reveals a small, pale baby bundled in the green-gray cloth. "Sure" I say. and he takes the baby out, and places it in my hands. I notice that there's something awfully wrong with the child. It's right arm is missing up to it's elbow and looks like its been rotted (gang green -looking rot). My eyes open wide with shock and I'm about to scream in terror and drop the little diseased brat on the dirty bus floor. "Haha, you have the disease now." the guy says as he laughs. For some reason I notice his braces. I look at my left hand (still holding the baby, mind you) and notice that it looks like my hand is rotting also. The infection creeping, spreading slowly up my hand to my arm. At this point, I wake up. >my dreams aren't normally this screwed up, FYI<

[xypowerpop]

Blurry Blue Skies ( night of April 26, 2008 ) > that night I try to WILD but unsuccessfully (i think). this dream is a DILD ( i think.) I'm soaring through the sky, it's completely blue all around me, I see blurry white figures which I recognize are clouds. wtf? this can't be real. I realize that I'm dreaming and continue flying, barely able to control the direction I'm flying, its not like it matters as I'm soaring through this crazy blue abyss. I notice that my eyesight is incredibly poor. Everything is sooo blurry. I have 20/20 vision (in real-life) but it feels like I'm in desperate need of some eyeglasses. The clouds soar past me faster. for some reason I think "hmm.. this is a crappy lucid dream. I can't see anything, there's nothing around me, and I'm flying but it doesn't feel like I'm flying." for some reason Although I'm seeing in 1st-person and flying through the air, it isn't the exhilarating experience I read it would be, I can't really feel ANYTHING really. Its like im an observer in my body. i wake up. happy about my first practiced LD, but pissed that it was a cheap, low-quality one. rofl

[xypowerpop]

Do The D.A.N.C.E. ( night of May 3, 2008 ) I was outside a school, not sure what school, certainly not one i've ever attended in my years of moving throughout the country being at more schools that I can remember. But for some reason the school did feel familiar. I was outside, at the front entrance, there was a long cement bench or sign or something to my left, some friends were sitting on it. These friends I will refer to as T and X. T was a girl who I've met since living here in Florida and has become one of my best friends here. X is her new boyfriend, whom I've has a HUGE crush on since my first day here at my new school in Florida. I received news that they were in a relationship 2 days ago and became ultra-jealous. Bah, getting away from the drama and back into the dream. T and X were sitting there. X was acting unusually chipper. He usually is a very cool, calm person who doesn't talk too much, and when he does, it's a sarcastic remark. I pulled out my iPod and listened to D.A.N.C.E. by Justice, one of my new favorite songs. X came over to me and asked what I was listening to, I hand over my iPod and tell him to hear for himself :-) He listens, and starts dancing like a maniac, flailing his arms around and making odd steps. It was fairly humorous, but also very disturbing. We all giggle at him. that's all i can remember. <object width="425" height="355"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/O9Loe3XM7v0&hl=en"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/O9Loe3XM7v0&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="355"></embed></object>

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Saved By A T-Shirt This dream is bizarre with amny odd, illogical things. DOn't expect me to make sese. For some odd reason My school was taking a trip to some random caves. As were were exploring the cave system I remember that I had packed an extra set of clothes with me. I also remember Hanging out with some friends that were very special to me in te dream, nonexistent in real life. At one point in the dream, my class was all huddles around one spot. Curious, I look over just in time to see someone hurl a shoe into a large hole. Bee-like insect start swarming out and everything goes crazy, everyone runs in a different direction. The swarm is so immense it's hard to see more than a few inches in front of you. A random fire starts and smoke fills the caves also, so along with the bees, there is smoke. Remembering I had my clothes,I rip some and place it over my mouth, I can breathe fine after this. Then I fly (literally) through the cave and find my friends, and give them some cloth also. The last piece is used to save this random quiet guy from suffocating. As we finally find the exit to the cave, I can tell some classmates died in the cave due to oxygen depravity. The whole class is ANGRY at me rather than happy at me for saving the lives I did. "Why'd you rush to save only your friends and not the rest of us?" WTF? There wasn't enough for everyone! and i Didn't save only my friends! I thought. Then I hear my alarm to wake me up for another WBTB WILD attempt.

[xypowerpop]

Horse Racing decided i need to get back on this again if i ever want to progress. this dream is ALL over the place, nothing makes sense. Last night's dream involved me standing in a field with tons of other guys ages 13 - 18. I was with a particular group of about three or four and I seemed to know them pretty well from the start of the dream. We were all horse jockeys. A coach or some authoritative figure was telling us all how being in a bus with everyone else would probably get us sick and diseased being in close proximity with hundreds of people, which, in the dream, was perfectly logical for hundreds of people being able to be on the same bus at the same time. I told our group I had rented a private truck for us to be in, they were pretty excited. The group of about 4 or 5 standing near us heard this and gave us dirty looks. The truck came for us, it was a large red semi truck with two train cars behind it, the kind that livestock are transported in. THe group tha gave us dirty looks earlier said they also rented the same truck. The first thing that popped in my head was "alright , one car for them, one for us". The first car looked like the inside of a livestock car, hay and questionable liquid littered the floor. The driver told us this car was for our luggage, both groups put their luggage inside the car. We ALL, walked into the second car, it was like the inside of a very luxurious RV or mobile home. The groups sat on opposite sides but still made themselves comfortable. As I sat down with my group and looked through the bad I was carrying, I though "shit, i don't have my deodorant" "good plan renting this truck Darien, now we won't get sick like all the rest of them, we have an advantage" said the coach. I woke up.

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(past dream. a few weeks ago)] I found myself in a grass field next to Strongsville High School, an upper-middle class high school in Strongsville, Ohio, a suburb of Cleveland. It was windy and the sun was shining with some clouds in the sky. Along one side of the field was a street with buses lined up along the sidewalk, a horde of students pushing their way towards the buses to get home. IN the crowd, I see Elliot (a friend) standing still, watching me. Along the far side of the field I see Shelby ( a good friend ), standing next to Anne ( another "friend" ). I walk towards Shelby. "Have you listened to *forgot band name*'s album? It's fucking SICK" I ask Shelby. "Nah I haven't heard much from them lately, maybe I should look into it." She replies "Yeah you should" I say. "Who's this?" Shelby turns and points at Anne and then looks at me with an odd expression. "Shelby, this is Anne. Anne, this is Shelby, possibly the coolest person I've met in my journey across this country" Shelby looks at anne and glares. They discuss something music-related and Anne gets pissed off. Shelby and I talk about some bands ( depeche mode and the cure i think? in this dream we had identical tastes in music shelby.) Anne ges really angry at SHelby and tells me i hang out with fucked up people and that I've canged as a person since yesterday. Shelby says I ave odd friendships and tells me she'll see me in class tomorrow and heads for the bus. Elliot and I stand there as the crowd disappears, Shelby goes home, and Anne disappears somewhere. We talk about something gay. The next thing I know I'm falling through the grass into blackness and wake up.

[xypowerpop]

Freak. Not sure if this little fellow is a character from a dream I had days ago that I suddenly remember or one I had last night. But he was familiar. I'll describe him. Forgot his name if he ever had one. He was s hort man, about two, maybe three feet all, he wore black pants and a white shirt. His body was short and stocky like that of a little-person. His head was like a goblin's head, It was somewhat cracked/scaly looking and kinda gross. He had a hooked nose and his skin was a dark brown color. He had dark straight black hair cut in a bowl-cut. All I remember is that he was lying on my bed with me as I was playing my PS3. We engaged in some pretty good conversation, not sure what about, but he made me laugh a lot and it seemed like we were really good/old friends. He eventually fell asleep and I remember thinking how horrendously cute he looked lying there. Not in an attractive kind of way, but how a lot of people think those ugly Pug dogs are so ugly they're actually cute. Same concept. So, I watched him sleep like a stalker for a while, all of a sudden CNN popped up on the TV, then the TV started changing sporadically through random gay porn scenes... odd. I decided I better take the guy to his room, so I woke him and told him he was falling asleep and should head to his room HE did (it was down the hall) and I walked back into my room, kinda creeped out by the TV. I remember noticing the man had a nose but no nostrils. I woke up.

[Chameleon]

Hi xypowerpop Some great dreams you have – I enjoyed reading them. Do you interpret your dreams? I only ask because the Rotting Baby dream is so vivid and seems to hold some strong symbolism, I thought it might be telling you something. Any ideas? A few things came to mind while I was reading. The blue flying scene is reminiscent of the Void (only it was blue, rather than black). I experienced the Void as bright green once. The bees. I have heard that dreaming about bees is when you are getting vibrations – a sign that you are about to have an OBE. Not sure how true that is, but bees/wasps are a fairly common occurrence in dreams. Have you considered the possibility that the Freak might be a Guide, or non-physical friend (as I prefer to call them). That you recognise him is a clue, so is the fact that you are comfortable being with him and you engaged in some “pretty good” conversation. I would keep an eye out for him in the future. And if you can remember, bring back any conversations you have. I’m looking forward to reading more – keep it up! Cham

[apachama]

Freak. What a remarkable follow. I love dreams with a kind of flatmate synamic to them, he sounds nice in an odd sort of way. If ugly. I wonder why he's popping up for you.

[xypowerpop]

Rebellious DCs I had a semi-lucid dream last night, my third once since discovering what exactly lucid dreaming was. I have a feeling i'm getting closerrrr I was getting chased by someone with a gun I think, I don't know, I was also running with someone, I have no idea who they were either. The person I was with and I split up and we both ran into separate warehouses, in an attempt to escape the person with the weapon. I entered some kind of factory, where I saw a middle-aged man with some companion pushing a shopping cart. At that moment I realized it was a dream and tried to take control of the dream character man standing before me. "Move over here!" I ordered "Move over here!" he repeated. "Teleport, here!" I shouted angrily "Teleport here!" he screamed back at me. I tried to visualize him disappearing and appearing closer to me, and then my body teleports to him, I was standing a few centimeters from his face now, I remember seeing his nose with his gray nose hairs in great detail. I woke up instantly after teleporting... >_>"

[xypowerpop]

Hi xypowerpop Some great dreams you have – I enjoyed reading them. Do you interpret your dreams? I only ask because the Rotting Baby dream is so vivid and seems to hold some strong symbolism, I thought it might be telling you something. Any ideas? A few things came to mind while I was reading. The blue flying scene is reminiscent of the Void (only it was blue, rather than black). I experienced the Void as bright green once. The bees. I have heard that dreaming about bees is when you are getting vibrations – a sign that you are about to have an OBE. Not sure how true that is, but bees/wasps are a fairly common occurrence in dreams. Have you considered the possibility that the Freak might be a Guide, or non-physical friend (as I prefer to call them). That you recognise him is a clue, so is the fact that you are comfortable being with him and you engaged in some “pretty good” conversation. I would keep an eye out for him in the future. And if you can remember, bring back any conversations you have. I’m looking forward to reading more – keep it up! Cham This reply is sooo late I'm sorry! I haven't been too active lately. I have a few dream interpretation books but really, I don't look into my dreams and analyze the symbolism too much. You have given me something to think about though, I'll start looking into them now I hope Freak is some kind of character that keeps coming back, he was scary but I was fond of him.

[xypowerpop]

What a remarkable follow. I love dreams with a kind of flatmate synamic to them, he sounds nice in an odd sort of way. If ugly. I wonder why he's popping up for you. I hope he is a character of significance. I haven't really had any memorable dreams about him since. But then again, I haven't been remembering too many of my dreams lately, only a handful.

[xypowerpop]

<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/1q8eByzJseY&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/1q8eByzJseY&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object> Bombin' ass channel I had a YouTube related dream last night, watching this music video - I Disappear by The Faint reminded me of it because of the psychedelic colors. Interesting. I don't remember much of the dream, it was almost 24 hours of not thinking about it. Apparently I made a REALLY sweet background image for my channel, and even somehow managed to edit the channel's layout. It was pretty fricken awesome. Eh, felt the need to jot this down, I guess even the stupid insignificant dreams deserve to be kept too.

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some entries i wrote down ages ago. They're really fucked up and pretty dull compared toe previous entries. Turtles. October 21, 2008 I dreamed about turtles last night. I didn't realize it until I read pg. 15-16 of Kurt Vonnegut's, Cat's Cradle. Thinking harder, I remember that at least one of my dreams last night was about a pet store. One of Zach's ostriches was in it, probably after the photo he sent me yesterday afternoon. APparently there was a pet store in my dream and I REALLY wanted a turtle. Dad had asked me if I wanted another python, but I refused, I didn't want to think about what had happened.. There was a 9 ft. tall tank with a snake at least a few dozen feet long inside it, it was a pale off-white color and about as thick as someone's leg. I wanted a turtle so bad, then I realized they bite pretty hard. I awoke. Nap 1 October 23, 2008 I took a nap today. I remember that my dream involved my brother and I walking downstairs and getting yelled at for something stupid (how realistic...) Melissa was very angry and had the refrigerator open and her head inside, I never saw her face. Dad was in the hallway leading to the garage. I don't remember much else. I wish I wrote about this sooner. Nap 2 October 30, 2008 Yesterday was pretty bizarre, in terms of dreaming. I fell asleep and dreamed about Alyssa. You're an Idiot, Darien November 3, 2008 Last night I missed one of the most obvious dreamsigns EVER. I dreamed that I was with my dad and stepmom, I forgot where it was, possibly in the car. I remember walking in some nice, formal clothes: black pants green shirt, green tie. Apparently I was writing something down that I didn't want my parents to see. My dad asked me what I was writing, I quickly flipped back to this page, my Dream Journal page, and said I was just writing down my dream from last night. I don't remember much more. Idiot. Department Store November 7, 2008 Last night I had a very odd dream. I found myself standing in a Costco/Sam's Club-like store. Filled with people just like on a normal day. I decided to take a walk outside. Upon exiting, I turned around and saw the outside was much like my elementary school in Colorado. After stupidly marveling at this, I turned around to notice a tiger snarling in front of me. Of course, this scared the shit out of me, so I ran. After running around for a little while (lol. there were other shoppers outside with me as well. I was not alone) , I looked back to see that two tigers were chasing me. OF course I quickened the pace a little bit after noticing this. I decided to run behind two talking girls - where an auspicious situation arose. The tigers chased THEM instead of me! (score) Although it was a pretty horrible way to solve my current dilemma, I didn't regret it. :-) After I escaped, I ran off back into Costco, gathered up much of the staff and shoppers and we headed up to the roof of the store and waited for about 3 hours until animal control came. The dream ended shortly afterward.

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Sex. *explicit material* - date unknown After being prodded by a friend to put this into words, I decided to give up trying to hide it I tried to be as detailed as I could in order to capture how tihs dream really was. I am aware of what people might think if they read this, but frankly, sex-dreams are a natural human thing, and I had no control over this. This was the only sexual dream I've ever had to date (as of now, dec 19 2008). I don't exactly remember when it was, within the last 6 months for sure. And it was short. I was in my living room, a rather plain room - nobody here really cares to try to make our house look nice- with gray walls, bige carpet, a red couch with a matching red footstool-thing, a round glass coffee table, tall, wide wood entertainment center with a big screen TV. There was a man sitting on the right side of the couch. Legs open. Naked. Just sitting there. He looked a lot like Chris Evans, only when he had shorter-shaved hair. I was sitting on the ground in front of him, cross-legged. Rather casually. I slowly inched my way over to him. Once I reached where he was sitting, I put both my hands on either side of his thighs and lowered my head. We engaged in oral sex for a good while. It was amazingly realistic, I could feel him in my mouth. He was about 6 or 7 inches long. He put his hand on the back of my head gently and subtly pushed every few seconds. After a while, he was satisfied. I don't remember any exchange of bodily fluids. I looked up at him. He looked down at me. Not a word exchanged by either of us. He didn't have a readable facial expression. That is all. It was more creepy than erotic. Trust me.

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Running. December 20 2008 I had another dream where I was at school last night. We (my friends and I) were chillaxing and goofing around in the courtyard when all of a sudden, a familiar situation arises. People start coming into the school and shooting up the place. For the past two weeks or so, I've had a reoccurring dream theme. Different dreams, but same "theme" I guess - people attacking/shooting my school and sometimes I myself get shot also. Unlike many of my fellow DVers, I've never had a dream where I'm violent in, but it always seems like the violence is done to me x_x Really sucks and scares the crap out of me. So anyway, back to the dream. I ran around the school for a while, with a group of people I didn't know. Eventually, we ran the seemingly the only safe side, where the main bus pickup area is. After we hear the shooting stop, our group who had ran - about 4 of us - made our way back to the school, people were walking through the halls, going through their lockers, talking, etc, carrying out their business, as if nothing had everh appened. I awoke shortly after. This is probably my 7th or 8th dream I remember involving school shootings in the last two weeks. Never has something occurred like this before. Any suggestions? Unlike a normal dreamsign (lets say, a reoccurring toilet for example), when this new dreamsign/theme comes up, I'm scared shitless and think even less-rationally, simply because I'm running and I don't want to get shot @_@ Dreaming even farther in the back of my mind, because I'm in a state of fear and panic.

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My First 'Real' Lucid December 21 2008 I awoke at 7:45 AM from my alarm, attempting to WBTB. I lied there for less than five minutes, and I was out. I don't remember much of the first part of the dream, if it even had a beginning, but I was at my computer, checking my email. I had just gotten some messages from YouTube. As I was clicking through my inbox, I came to the realization "Hey! This is a dream!" Nothing bizarre or surreal caused me to realize it. I have no idea what initially sparked it, possibly I remembered that I tried the WBTB technique. So, I got up from my desk and stood up in my room. To be sure I was dreaming, I wanted to see if I could float. I did. I hovered about 6 inches from the ground for a few seconds. Ecstatic, I floated a bit higher, uneasy about how I can control myself, and flew out the window. I soared high above a field next to my house (that doesn't exist in the waking world) and over a nearby major street. It was late afternoon - almost dusk. There were many cars driving along. Nothing was surreal in this dream at all - save me being airborne - except that there wasn't too much detail to things, even if I tried focusing on them. I flew over the street and got lower and lower until eventually I was flying at high speeds (50+ mph) above a truck that was driving. They didn't seem to notice as I peered inside to see two Caucasian men inside, one with a tall mohawk that touched the ceiling of the truck, the other with short blond hair wearing a wifebeater. I didn't get a chance to look at their faces, I zoomed off ahead of them. After trying to focus on something for a while, I became dizzy and disoriented. I was a bit disappointed because nothing was REALLY vivid, and while flying was fun- it wasn't exhilarating - kinda like my last lucid dream :-/ . I landed in a nearby field and tried to summon something. I figured using a magic wand would help me out, instead of summoning something at random. I wasn't quite sure of what to conjure, and I remember my dream journal, so I tried to summon the man from my er... explicit dream.. >_>" I tried to form a magic wand in my hands, but no luck. The most I got out of it was a few stars/sparks flying out of my hands. Disappointed, I awoke. It was 8:15, not even 30 minutes after I fell asleep to have the dream in the first place. any help (to increase vividness and help summoning - i've read like nearly all the articles on here about it) would be lovely and greatly appreciated.

[Pickledapples]

Any help (to increase vividness and help summoning - i've read like nearly all the articles on here about it) would be lovely and greatly appreciated. The technique that I use is to imagine myself dreaming throughout the day. If you want to be able to summon things in your dreams, you might need practice. Same thing happened initially to me for flying (it took me about 4 lucids to learn and perfect it). Try to imagine yourself summoning things throughout the day. The reason: in dreams you're only limited about what you can do by your imagination. This helps improve your imagination and eventually you may be able to summon things (or in my case, fly.) Also, the reason why it wasn't as vivid as you wanted it is because you didn't really 'stabilize' the dream. If you need any help, try touching things, or rubbing your hands, for example. EDIT: If that doesn't help, as the videos mention below, you could try shouting "Increase clarity now!" or "Increase lucidity now!" or "Lucidity x1000!" Sometimes you might need to shout/whisper it more that once. In one of my dreams, I had to say it three times ;p Hope this helps! Also, you might want to watch these if you haven't already: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=difQXmdnEKA&fmt=18 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1TaDOvcTNg0&fmt=18

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Class Rings - December 22 2008 I had a dream centered around class rings for some reason. I don't know any details of it. Drag Show - December 23 2008 All the drama students in the school were in the auditorium. My Drama teacher was there, on the stage, talking to us. We were brainstorming ideas for the next show we were about to start on. For some reason, we got started talking about a musical song performance involving a group of people and two guys to dres up in drag. One of us, would have to dress up as RuPaul. Nobody wanted to be a drag queen, so nobody raised their hand to offer to do it (I guess auditions didn't exist in that dreamworld.). Eventually, my teacher got very frustrated with everyone's lack of cooperation and finally said: "SOMEONE is going to have to dress up at RuPaul. ANY VOLUNTEERS RAISE THEIR HAND NOWWW." Reluctantly, I raised my hand, along with a Caucasian fellow on the other side of the auditorium that I didn't get a chance to notice. A day suddenly passed by and I found myself in the auditorium with the students again. My teacher asked the same question, nobody, including me, raised their hands. He got extremely mad: "WE JUST WASTED 2 HOURS YESTERDAY BRAINSTORMING IDEAS FOR THIS AND NOBODY WANTS TO DO IT NOW?" Slowly, I inched my hand upward. I awoke shortly after. I know: the dream makes absolutely no sense.

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Lunchtime Conversation December 25 2008 I know a certain someone (someone that I find attractive. >_>) who's birthday was on Christmas. In waking life, I told him happy birthday. That's probably what triggered last night's dream. I was standing in our school's courtyard, at lunch, talking with friends. It was nice and sunny outside, beautiful day, and everything seemed pretty normal (I will point out that we weren't standing where we usually stand at lunc though. different spot of the courtyard, more towards the middle). He came over and started talking to me - which has never happened before. I was quite shocked in the dream. He wasn't wearing a hat or glasses- only a thick brown coat - which I found unusual considering how nice the weather was - but this thought was pushed to the back of my mind because I was too busy being blinded by his hotness. We talked for a while, I don't remember what about. All I do remember about the conversation was me acting like a total idiot. My intellect escaped me during that chat, because I remember saying this that didn't make sense, stumbling over my words, and being completely stupid. He seemed not to notice or care, since I don't remember him having any sort of negative reaction to it, but we talked. It was nice. I woke up.

[Mr_Jinsue]

I figured using a magic wand would help me out, instead of summoning something at random. Ah didn't it occur to you in the dream to the creation of the wand? You summoned a summoning tool but were not confident about just spontaneously summoning something in plain sight, interesting.

[xypowerpop]

Ah didn't it occur to you in the dream to the creation of the wand? You summoned a summoning tool but were not confident about just spontaneously summoning something in plain sight, interesting. Nah, I wasn't successful in summoning the wand. :-( And I thought pointing a wand at things would be more entertaining for me than just making things happen. haha

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The Forest December 26 2008 I remember having a discussion and debate with my friend Liz about forests here in Florida. I said something along the lines of "You guy's don't have real forests down here, you should go to Colorado." and "LOL, mountains? There are no mountains in the south, only hills." Anyway, the next thing I know we're getting ready for a school trip into the forest. I remember walking up ad into the bus, it was very bright out side. mild weather - sunny. I remember sitting down and Liz sitting in the bus seat in front of me. A male teacher sat down next to me or at least near me, and we got into a pretty awesome conversation . I forget about what, I think w also sang together O_O As the teacher and I were discussing various topics, we came across the subject of forests. he said "I can't wait 'till we make it there. I've always loved the forests." I reply " Yeah... the forests are are so.. wide and open-spaced.." sarcastically, but the teacher didn't catch it. Liz overheard me, got the message, and shot me a dirty look while I grinned at her, satisfied that SHE got it. LOL. That was an interesting dream that again, didn't make too much sense. It was vivid though. I've been having all these lifelike dreams lately that SUCK because I definitely have no chance in recognizing anything weird that'd make me lucid...

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Triple. - December 27 2008 I had three dreams that I can remember last night/this morning. Which is a big step for me, considering I usually only remember one. The first involved the forest from my dream before, and a large, black truck. I don't recall much of anything else o_O THe second involved my friend Liz. Remember absolutely nothing else. The third is the one I most clearly remember. And of course, it makes absolutely no sense. We (school's drama crew) were putting on some sort of live outdoor performance of the wizard of oz. The stage only had two spots where the audience could watch. It wasn't a "stage" as one might normall think. It was like a bike trail surrounded by trees. THe place that people would watch would either be at the beginning of the bike trail, or at the end. The middle was still performance space, jsut nobody but the actors could see what was being performed there (I warned you this made no sense.) Anyways, we were doing the wizard of oz. I was the tinman, I don't remember who the other characters were. We (Me, Dorothy, and the scarecrow) arrived at the part where the lion was supposed to join our little gang. We were at the beginning of the bike trail, so people could watch this part. The lion pops out and tries to scare us. Frightened, we run and run down the trail in fear (real fear for me.) I yell "Why are we acting here if the people can't see us?!" but nobody answers. Dorothy yells for me to get in my car, I look at her, confused. "LOL, you don't even have a car, tinman?! AHAHAHAHAHAA" cackles the lion as he chases us down the trail. I remember the dirt trail turning into asphalt covered in red/pink chalk as I was running on it looking down. I stopped, pulled out a broom and tried to sweep the chalk away for some reason. Then I woke up. lol, another dream that doesn't make sens.e At least this wasn't another ultra-realistic one Though, it kinda was. I wonder why this is the second night in a row I've been dreaming about trees/forests.

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Gaming - December 30 2008 I had a short dream that was kinda like real life morphed with the user interface of World of Warcraft. We were standing in the Terokkar Forest just outside of Shattrath City, real people - not the game characters. And there was a group of us there, nobody I recognize IWL, but one of the group members, a Caucasian male with light brown hair, gave me a gift. I was completely broke/poor, and explained this, and told him I was so grateful, but I feel bad because I can't give him anything of value. I reached into my bag (clicking the bag icon on the UI o_O it was really weird) and pulled out an egg. It was an egg that summon random pets from the game and it had 8 charges. I summoned it and first a bird pet appeared, then it changed into a turtle. He was disappointed. A female approached me and told me that he was sad because I should've been able to give him something cool this year. I felt really bad. I'm Gay! - December 30 2008 I was in chemistry, resting my head/arms on my desk, looking at my teacher through a gap in between my sitting classmates' heads. She was taking a poll of the class, I don't remember what the poll was though. She said gender and sexual orientation affect results and first asked for all the males ot raise their hands, all the females to raise their hands, and then all the homosexuals to raise their hands. As she said that last bit, I watched a female wearing a purple shirt with short brown hair raise her hand jokingly "Yeah, I'm gay!" she sarcastically said, as if it was somehow funny. My chem. teacher glared at her and explained to her that "We have homosexuals in this class, Darien for example!" she pointed at me as I raised my hand. Everyone looked at me, and then looked away. Later during the class, a black haired guy, younger than me, that was seated in the row to my right and ahead about three seats, kept turning and looking at me from his desk. He finally stood up, with clutching something in his hand, and came over and stood at my desk. "How many heterosexuals does it take to kill a faggot?" he asks, as he quickly motions his hand towards me neck. I saw that it was a pair of scissor with black handles. I flinched and almost leapt back from my desk, arms/hands up in the air and everything. His hand went over my head and handed the pair of scissors politely to someone behind me. I turned to look and see it was my friend, Tabby. Looking at me puzzled. I looked around and the entire class was staring at me. I felt like an idiot. I woke up.